I'm feeling completely drained. For some reason now, I don't have much of social life to speak of. I'll be too tired to go out after school so my weekdays are not an option, which leaves that to my weekends. But weekends are no better either. I'll be too lazy/tired to go out on Saturday due to the exhausting weekdays, so it's normally a stay home Saturday for me. Bumming around, watching teevee, internetzz and what not. Okay, in a nutshell, wasting my Saturday in a blink of an eye. Sunday comes after which, where I would have my usual religious classes in the morning till noon. I would always have the tendency to take a 'short' nap after coming home from classes. 'Short' in which I hope would be 2 hours but it never fails to drag till at least 3. Which in turn leaves me very little time to do things that are supposed to be highly prioritised in my list of activities. I know I could very well make my Sats more productive by completing half of them, but I insist on having a well deserved rest for a whole day.

So, Sunday=social life?Not a chance. Today, despite not going to my usual sunday classes, I intended to settle things that needs settling. But that however, proves that a day is still not enough. I took hours in writing and perfecting my resume for internships, which I think still needs some editing. How horrible. Spent hours on HTM revision too. I feel oddly inadequate in terms of intelligence and knowledge after reading the resource reviews and 6Ps. HTM makes me see stars. This is bad. Okay, so I'm left with accountings prac questions to catch up on whatever that needs catching up, marketing revision next in line after HTMzxs. Ah, the workload is getting too much to handle. I can literally feel the weight on my shoulders):

mood: drained

So many things to do,so little time.At times I feel that 24 hours a day is simply not enough:| School has been tiring me out, so much so that I've been taking late afternoon naps after school almost every other day. Classmates are okay,except for a few annoying ones.Well, I figured that you can't expect everyone to be on the same frequency as you all the time. They are here to stay,for now till the end of sem 2. So come and bear them with me.Thank God, having Warm & SQ in the same class has make school/classes a little bit more enduring for me. Hang out sessions after school with Olivia for the past 3 weeks can be counted with one hand.I'd say,pathetic.She's busy with Chiron/pharm commitments and I on the other hand,will be too worn out by the end of the day.That is how taxing being a student can be.Okay,correction: a SOH student can be. So fucking undeniably demanding in every way. I don't even want to go there. Ohyes,do you know that SOH students will not be having any FYP in third year?!How sexciting.Hello IIP=6 months of Internship! Come to think of it, can be pretty intense and nervewrecking:(

On a different note, Eli is long gone): Back to Jakarta till 9DEC.Rest assured, I'll be looking forward.Plus, I'm feeling kinda excited for Ash Big Day:D I still have a long way to go and it's getting unimaginable.hahaha!wtv that means. Well,that aside, Hari Raya celebration this year was dull than ever. I went house visits for only 3 days and skipped the rest. Can we just forget all the formalities alr?Hmm,so I've been seeing a myriad of raya pics on FB uploaded by them malays. I seriously can't be bothered with mine. Okay, not a worthy topic. Moving on to back track, my 19th turns out to be an awesome saturday:) Good food and company. I couldn't ask for more. I applaud the effort because it was a lovely surprise:D As literally as it sounds,I got caked. One of the first few humiliations in turning 19:\ Eli got me Ocean Eyes and 21st Century Breakdown from Warm.Esctaticszx.Ohyea!and I didn't expect Haz to get me a pencil case complete with a set of stationaries in it! hilarious yet thoughtful given the empty situation I was in.Only we know yea.

Okay, so recently, something major happened with regards to SQ. I hope you are coping fine.Looking forward to your return and not because my laptop batt is with you.hahah! As for me, I have alot of catching up to do with all the drama mama.Really,dramas.I feel ever so tardy not knowing the premiere of Heroes S4!Now what's up with the newly reformed Sylar huh.And GG S3 has not been on its best, they should really bring the climax up and turn it around 360deg. The storyline is turning stale. Also, I need to find time for (500)days of summer. It's collecting dust,lying around my desktop for quite some time now. And visuals!I wanted to upload pics here but since they are up on FB,might as well save the effort. Ok, not good enough a reason to cover for the laziness.

mood: accomplished music: Talktothewalls- Here In Your Arms(HelloGoodBye cover)